m0iz |ifEee...

2006-12-11T11:31:00.000+08:00

Tell me why i should blog
and i'll tell you when i seldom
do.

2006-08-01T01:01:00.000+08:00

i go t bed everynight, knowin dat i wud be able t
see you e next day.
and baby, that alone is one of e greatest joy i ever had.
more den i can ever asked for.

magus luna,
hoooooooo. hopefully we'll pull through.
i so wna perform. hee.

2006-07-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

2006-06-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

been awhile since my last.
okay, A LONG WHILE.
not lyk anyone ever bothers, but its okay.
i dun really bother updatin as well.
fair enough. =)
anw, dallas is enough. lookin forward t my posts. HAAHA.

okays, so yes.. for ppl who are speculating who's e guy
in my dp, why are we so close. and blah blah.
loud and clear here, HE IS MY B O Y F R I E ND.
yes. heehe.

so far everything is good. smiles everyday.
lovely dovey. i dnoe wad t say for now..
it seems dat everything is gg so smoothly in
e love dept dat i'm afraid dat sth horrible is gna
happen. den agn, it may nvr happen. cus.. neither of
us wants it t happen. =D

this time round, it feels different..
i can feel it. i dun wna harbour far fetched wishes,
even though i feel lyk it. sometimes reality might
turn ard and snap back at you.
reality is afterall, a bitch.

so my dear dear boy, i'm gna be by eur side for as long
as it takes and for as long as we're tgt ; my feelings
for you are true.

one last note t sign off.
PRSP IS ONE BIG WHORE. god, help.

2006-06-28T21:23:00.000+08:00

i thought i wasn't ready,
but i knew it wud come.
i thought it can't happen at this age,
but i believed it exist.
i thought i was too mature for some,
but trust that der'll be one who proved me wrong.
i thought i often gave too much but recieved none,
but know that one day i wud have it all.

i guess it was you that i was waitin for,
and its you dat i now have. =)

2006-06-04T11:58:00.000+08:00

friday was a v.lovely night,
undescribable.
(;

sat was filled wif activities.
frm 10am t 2.30am
woo.
went t sentosa, summer hunk party 2006.
was in a team wif kenneth.
nth much. hahas.
kenneth is v.tall.
we got burnt.
work was fun in a way.
=DDD

everything lil thing you do...

2006-05-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

life's GOOD.
great frens in sch, though nt a really fab course.
but i dun hate it either, in fact i'm learnin t lyk it, slowly.
at least its a whole diff thing and i get t do lotsa fun things.
HEEheeHEEhee.
i din really lost contact wif my workin frens,
still find chances t meet up whenever we can. jus met jeff&nich
together wif Gting! dat was after our meetin wif Mxuan at TM.
hee. had a pretty enjoyable time at both individual meeting.
FONDUE was GOOD.
my only downside nw is havin t wake up early in e morning. scuks.
hope my mom is fine in thailand!

my maternal grandpa gave in t cancer on 1st may 2006.
frankly, we werent v.close due t e distance apart
but whenever i paid him a visit, he nvr fails t smile.
he was a nice grandpa though nt close, but still, hes a v.nice guy.
i'm glad dat he dun have t suffer anymore, any longer.
it breaks my heart t see my parents cryin, but i guess.. its normal.
may my grandpa find peace. loveyou.

PS; you.

2006-04-30T02:54:00.000+08:00

school's nt too bad afterall.
pretty enjoyable, for now.
updating for e sake of updating.
i'm tired.

for e right one, will noe

2006-04-15T01:18:00.000+08:00

school's starting soon. real soon.
dun wna quit, dun feel lyk quittin.
so gna miss all those nice ppl at work,
words cnt express my feelings towards dem.
school's starting, shudnt i be happy ?

2006-04-12T02:04:00.000+08:00

so many unexpected events happened during my
this short 2days trip t hatyai.
i wont and dun wish t elaborate,
those who shud noe.. knew.
those who shudnt, well.. remain dat way.

went back t work after 4days.
well, e truly nice ppl are still
so uberly nice. (;
and.. dats all dat really matters.

kor, we love you. pls, dun do this t us.

2006-04-08T03:16:00.000+08:00

M9 is fun filled w/ funny ppl.
some are gd, some are soso. most are friendly.
it helps dat i've finally figured out sth.
perhaps, in time t come, we might look back and think
of e " WHAT IF/s ? " we might get a sourish feeling.
or, we might nt even look back at all. i dnoe.
pretty glad dat.. i din fall too hard this time round.

and.. yeh. life is as gd as ever. HEEHEE.
sighs.. flyin off tml(sat) and coming back on monday.
boredboredboredboredbored.

howcanibenicetoyouwhenyouarenot.
asmuchasiwishthingsdidnthavetoturnoutthisway,italreadydid.
doyouevenfeelanything?

2006-04-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

its funny hw ppl changes. i dnoe why, but wad have i done t deserve this ?
and.. its even sadder, dat you dun realise it.

i was naive. my fault. sorry samantha.

2006-03-30T02:28:00.000+08:00

SORRY DEAR BLOG, FOR NEGLECTING YOU.

haven been pretty lazy and kinda tired lately.
even now, i'm tired. finished work at 11pm, and went supper.
nice AM anthony is. nice ppl at M9, but.. e world is made up of
manymanymany diff ppl. oh well, (;

made me wake up in e middle of e night, say 3am t ans eur call
or reply eur msg/es. or, make me wake up early in e morn t reply/ans eur call.
make me. and you'll noe.. eur different.

i dun wan another pretty face, i dun wan jus anyone t hold. i dun wan my love t go t waste..

2006-03-15T01:34:00.000+08:00

DOWN MEMORY LANE;

i've always loved walkin down this lane,
basking myself in e wonderful past, sth dat i dun think
e future is gna bring. although it hasnt exactly been a walk in
e park, still.. it wasnt dat tough.
let go bad ones, keep e gd ones. i've succeed.
i really really miss so many things, esp my 4yrs life in pgss.
each time i see my teachers or frens on e streets,
everytime my heart ache t noe dat.. everything ends w/ a gdbye.
its impossible, for us t sit together as a class again. everytime i think
of this, tears fill my eyes.

i guess i've jus have t get on wif life, but seriously, those 4yrs.. were e best yr
of my 16yrs on earth. so.. dey will always be in heart. memories; wad a beautiful word.

present;

workin in Grand Hyatt, Mezza9& BQT. haa. nt too bad, kinda fun.
but i might jus leave soon. schs startin for me, i dnoe.. we'll see.
for now, i jus wna be happy at work. and when i leave, i wna thank those
who were close t me personally.

till dat day..

2006-03-13T00:41:00.000+08:00

11march2006. I WENT MOS W/ MY SIS.
haa, i jus wna write dat down as a remberance.
nice place, v.interestin.
thanks sis! (;

i'm movin on pretty fast, or rather.. way too fast.
i hope i could slow down as well, but its nt gna do
me and good. i might jus live in e past and tk my swit time
t move on. some see me as a hard hearted person, some see me
as someone sensible and mature, while others.. jus think i'm a bitch
w/ no feelings.
naturally, i wud love t defend myself frm those nonsense. but den agn,
i cudnt care less. by movin on fast, means i'm acceptin e fact and facin my
new life. at least.. i'm living a happier life.

many things happened in these few years, or rather wad i lyk t call..
my growin up years. frm 13 yrs old t e present 16 gg on 17.
i've met many many kinds of ppl, some stayed for gd some barely lasted.
i had my fair amt of guys.. and.. i mean, its e usual thing.
ger met guy, lyk each other, moved onto a new lvl, end.
more often den none, i cried.. and cried. till i thot i was hopelessly in love.
but wad is this love all abt ? is it even love ?
lookin back, i was stupid. but, at least i became stronger.. till who i am today.
a r/s t me now, is sth lyk a phase of lyf.. for 2 beings t come together and learn
together, have fun.. grow together. till e day, dey find out dat, actually..
it was all part of growin up.

at this age, hw many can actually find an everlastin love? its better t face
reality den live in e whole fantasy land. i jus wan smone who can enjoy life w/ me,
cherish e time spent, and make every moment as beautiful as possible. and yet, be down t earth. i dun need a poet nor a romeo, t tell me love is forever or marriage is e next step. i dun wan all these, bcus dey may likely be nth but jus foolish dreams. i mean i can tell you laa " boy, i love you FOREVER. and one day i'll be eur wife " but den agn, WADS E POINT? if we havent even lived 1/4 of our lives. get wad i mean ?

ppl thot i;m a complicated girl, but hw complicated can i be ? some ppl jus nvr understands.. but den agn, sometimes.. i confuse myself too. jus wna live my life happily nw.. i'm nt closin my door of love. i'm jus slowin down in e love dept. i dun ask for much, neither do dey come nicely in a package. as e sayin goes.. " good things are often worth e wait. "

i'll be waiting. (;

PS; i wna tell ppl ard me dat i love dem so much.
jus t name afew ; mom,dad,solo,sarah,vera,gheeting,norman,jaylloyd,dallas,joshua, ze en, wawa, zell,gerald, weiyang.
and many many many more. really alot. dey were really supportive of me. i really thanks you guys, and love you guys t bits!

2006-02-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

this is one post dat i've to blog it down,
hopefully i'll feel better..

I MISS WORKIN AT AA'o6.
I MISS ABBAS,DAWN,GRACE,IRMAH,RAI,WAYNE,BRANDON,TERENCE,
I MISS E CHEFS ( JINN SIONG, WENQI, UNCLE CHUA )
I MISS E STEWARDIN PPL TOO.
I MISS SOME OF E SHATEC'S CHEFS AS WELL.
I MISS WAKING UP AT 5AM, TKIN E BUS, CRAPPIN AT WORK, SLACKIN AT WORK.
I MISS PINCHIN E FOOD AND POKIN FUN AT ONE ANOTHER.
I MISS JAYLLOYD AND GHEETING TOO. BUT I SEE DEM ALMOST EVERYDAY.

I MISS 4A.
I MISS MISS SIOW
I MISS E YELLOW TABLES,
I MISS MY CLASSMATES.
I MISS CLIMBIN E STAIRS.
I MISS BEING LATE
I MISS SLPIN IN CLASS.

I MISS TONNIN OUTSIDE MS
I MISS STUDYIN AT MACS.
I MISS SEEIN EACH OTHER EVERYDAY.
I MISS CRAPPIN AT PP/ECP.

i miss sososo many things..
dat sometimes i dun wna grow up..
e future may seem bright,
but e past is sth.. e future cnt bring..
i miss you guys so much dat sometimes "goodbye" is sucha diff word to say.
it makes me wna cry.
AHH, i really miss you guys.

haa, gettin alil drama.
but hey, i really miss you guys!

AA has been a wonderful exp for me, work seems lyk fun and fun seems lyk fun. (;
learnt many things, made new frens, smiled everyday.
i thot AA was a drag, but you guys changed everything. its sth i miss so much nw.
i nvr thot i'll be sayin this, but..
i miss wakin up at 5am and climbin e hyatt's stairs. haa.

2006-02-18T05:01:00.000+08:00

been a LONG while since i've last blog,
wayy too many things happen.
i duno whr to start frm.
dey have been reduced to nth but memories,
happy ones, sweet ones and even bitter ones.
of you and i.

you need to see e world, so must i.
i cnt and dun feel its e time to settle dwn for romance.
before it goes any deeper, things shud come to a halt.
perhaps, its called selfishness.
but i think its called lettin go.

no one noes wad e future brings,
perhaps i might live to regret this day.
or you might live a happier day.
all in all, jus wna see you happy. (;

its better to love n lost, den nvr to at all.

tkcare, my special fren. (;

2005-12-11T05:51:00.000+08:00

been a uberly long time since i've last blogged.
am vvv.much enjoyin life. probably its bcus of e workin envt
dat G.H offers. it might nt be e best job ard but i'm v.much happy workin der.
made quite afew new frens. i'm jus gonna mention those names dat i actually know, and remb : fishball, alvin, gayboy2, regular, tiri, pinky, joanne, seng chuan, joshua, joyshia, nathan, jack, david. ahhh. many many more. cnt remb la, paiseh!

quite afew things happened but i'm lazy to elaborate. hehes.

PS; it cudnt be!

2005-12-05T01:38:00.000+08:00

AHHH. first day at Grand Hyatt!
it was actually okay, but my feets were killin me!
made quite afew frens. kinda proud of myself. hahahas.
=bb

2005-10-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

hi! i'm back. =DD anyone miss me ?
doubt so. hahas. wadeva. =b
went town today(27oct) wif norman.
shopped for his blazier. and..
guess wad ! WE GOT SPOTTED!!
by UAN. wooo. hahas. shortly.. ben joined us.
brought ben's blazier n shirt. BEN GONNA LOOK SO COOL MAN.
hahahas. =DDD
went tamp to meet weijie n cong, after leavin town.
got home ard 12. tiring..

well, jus.. a msg to weijie.
pls, be happy. ((;
cus at least.. u still dare, to love.

2005-10-23T10:36:00.000+08:00

so shag can! 2 nights of almost slp-less nights.
i'm turnin into a zombie! >.<
hahas. meetin koksheng n gang afterwards.
east coast!~ weee. hehes.
though i'm dyin.. i still look forward to it. lols.
so yeh, see ya peeps later!

*listenin to sid's song, its nice. lookin forward to eur gig! ((;

2005-10-20T01:48:00.000+08:00

ahhhh. went town today (19oct.
ate at e coffee club, drank at Spinellis.
spent e whole afternoon der.

went to met cong,kai,dallas,alex after dat.
studied + crapped till bout 9.30pm.
went to eat nasi lemak! hahas.
love e wings man.

slacked at cong's void deck.
played heart attack!
walaos, cong hit w/o mercy!
pain !

wahhaas. simple but enjoyable day.
i'm gettin more n more scare, as each day passes by!>.<

hows e revamp ? hehes.

2005-10-18T13:09:00.000+08:00

kays. i'm bored. so bored.
boo!

2005-10-18T00:35:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAS!
lyk so plain la can!
nvm la.
learn to live wif it k. =)

2005-10-18T00:03:00.000+08:00

damnit. i'm nt even supposed to be thinkin bout these
now. i'm supposed to be lyk.. thinkin of Amaths, or..
even.. Olvls ?!
e more i noe, e more i'm confused. i dun wanna noe!
ahhh.. WADEVA LA!

hahs! went studyin wif xc,wj,ks,jack,dallas,jk.
den xc,wj,ks, went off first.
ray came ! hoho. studied awhile more..
and e remainin 5 of us.. headed to geylang,
for.. DINNER! wahhas.
den. bloody hell! kai.. made us lost our way. ));
hahas. lazy to elaborate. luckily.. ray din tell me sth, der n den.
i would have jus freaked out, i swear!

LAZY TO BLOG LE! weeee! bye bye!

perhaps, it might nt be u.. anymore

2005-10-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

And I could have done so many things, baby
If I could only stop my mind from wonderin' what
I left behind and from worrying 'bout this wasted time

e past haunts, lyk it always does.
have i really let go?
perhaps, not.

2005-10-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

hehes.
a post to mark me being officially 16!
well, alot of things happen durin e chalet.
jus wanna thank those who were der.
THANK YOU! ((;
hope in years to come, we will still be together.
i dun wanna elaborate too much.
jus, thanks once agn!
sam loves u guys~

2005-09-23T14:51:00.000+08:00

yeh yeh. gonna hit town now.
bored, whr can i go ? lols.
hmmm.. tryin nt run away as far
as possible. i dun wanna noe!

will be back to update later.
so yeh, chill!

2005-09-23T14:25:00.000+08:00

Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No

[Verse 1:]
See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you...now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

[Chorus:]
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back

[Verse 2:]
You thought...you could
Keep this shit from me, yeh
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back

Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its all over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a ho

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back

GEDDIT?!

2005-09-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

why ? why do i feel so tired,
so restricted. why do i feel lyk
a victim, when i'm nt e one feelin e real pain.
i noe, painful-ness cnt be measured. but i noe,
i'm hurt. u din mean it, i noe. dats y i dun wanna
say a word. i thot " no one can hurt me, unless i allow myself to be hurt "
i have nobody, but myself to blame.
perhaps, its jus me.

its nt 1, but 2. i'm sick and really really
tired of all tis.i dun even see e pt,
its jus nt worth it. no one noes hw i feel deep down,
dey all have their own perspections of me.
am i suppose to change myself ? and i suppose to prove to dem?
am i even, suppose to care ? i noe u care, lyk many others.
but.. tis concern of eurs, its jus too much for me to accept.
i wanna move on, wont u gimme a chance to do so ?

dallas, ben, xueshuang, azzah, norman, vith. u all gave me
so much support and encouragment. really, thanks.
smhow, deep down. i'm still confuse. ahhh. wth.

i really hope, u'll see my pt. pls.
oh wells.

on a lighter note, tml is msia shoppin spree! ((;

2005-09-19T01:04:00.000+08:00

ahhh. went out, played candles..
crapped, talked.
had tarot readings.
dey were spot on, as in..
my past, present and future.
although dey were guidance, and i
believe in dem. i still lack e confidence.
i'm still confuse, i duno wads my next step.
" follow eur heart, be practical, but nt over-ly practical."
how ?! ahh! screw dat!
>.<

2005-09-18T15:31:00.000+08:00

ahhh, had it enuff wif e stuffs
dats been bothering me these days.
perhaps i shud jus blog it out,
dallas is complaining abt my
' one line ' entries.
i'm liddat, i dun lyk to elaborate
my daily life, i dun need ppl to noe.
and i wan dem to guess, frm my 'one line'
entries! lols. =x

right, e first and most impt thing
dats bothering me, has to be.
my prelims. but dats,
oh wells. its ending.
so, i'll leave it out.

next, why are u guys coming back nw?
din we agreed to lead our own lives?
din we agreed dat its over ?
i duno wad u guys are askin,
but i dun wanna risk it anymore.
i've given everything a thorough thot.
things can nvr be e same, u cnt deny.

lastly, i'm pretty sick of myself.
no, i'm still v.much in love wif myself.
its jus dat, i really really really think too much.
its getting to an extend dat its gonna be brand 'UNHEALTHY'
i duno y, i cnt help it. so much gg on in my head,
yet i cant turn to no one for help.
i jus hope to lead a simple life, is dat too
much to ask for ?

love is an issue, i'll nvr acknowleged
till O/s is over. i dun wan anyone of u to
wait. lets jus get on wif life. i'm nt worth it.

2005-09-18T15:04:00.000+08:00

cus baby, i dun wanna noe.

2005-09-16T14:57:00.000+08:00

TGIF TGIF TGIF!
papers was alright.
nth diff. ((;

alrights! out nw.
tk care everyone.

_ nw i noe. (;

2005-09-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

WALAOS.
SO DEAD, CANNN.

2005-09-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

i'm cryin out loud,
but.. can anyone hear me ?
i doubt so.
its nt bout love anymore,
i dun care for dat.
its.. sighs.

i'm brkin down.
pls god, ans my prayers.

2005-09-11T00:28:00.000+08:00

yes, i think i am.
but is it a mistake, yet agn?
i dun wish to noe.
i dun wanna probe.
i jus wanna move on,
perhaps its nt real.
i'm scare..
dat history, might jus repeat itself.

but deep down, i guess,
i noe e ans..

2005-09-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

seriously,
do i even need u?

2005-09-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

wads tis i'm feelin ?
why do i even feel tis way?
why would u appear in my mind
w/o any gd reasons?
why do i worry so much ?

oh no. god pls,
dun tell me..
i've fallen.

2005-09-07T00:46:00.000+08:00

oh gawd. how am i suppose to tell u,
jus how. sighs. ));
dun force me.

2005-09-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

to smile or to cry,
enlighten me.

2005-08-31T22:01:00.000+08:00

WOOHHOOO. teachers' day o5 rocks!!
dancers, I LOVE U ALL!
all e disputes, misunderstandings..
sweat and effort we put in,
ITS WORTHWHILE.
through these trainings,
i've learn bout abt all of u, eur
faults and as well as my own.
learn hw to compromise and work as a team.
for all e wrongs i did, sam apologises!
but still... WE DID IT!!
hehehes.

had fun hangin in town wif u all!
doin crazy stuffs.
10 yrs down e road,
we'll still remb tis day!

4A`o5 ; we've come so far together,
and we'll cont tis spirit!
MISS SIOW, I LOVE YOUU!!!! *screamsss*

lastly, 4A..
U ROCK MY WORLD!

2005-08-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

AHH. its mon and i'm shag !
so shag, so dead.
studyin. argh.
CHIONG AH. lol.

wee, mom's back!
no more lonely nights. =DD

dancin trg-in today was AWESOME.
we're gonna wow e whole sch.
hehes.
smile, azzah.

PS; gd luck for those havin prelims, xuanlei.
those takin oral, kayson, jack ? nt sure. lols.
haf fun in india, yeeshi!

2005-08-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

went to sch, as usual.
nt much happenings,
xcept alot pon-ed remedials.
went to azzah's hse for dance jus nw.

and well, i'm back home and jus had a chat wif norman.
he reminded me hw time flies,
and yeh, in a wink of an eye,
i'm already turnin 16.
talk bout growin up, so much has
happen in this 15yrs or so of my life.
which, e ones dat have e most impact are
e ones which happened to me as a teen.
ppl who noe me well, will noe i'm nt any typical gal.
though wad i've been through, few noes.
nt dat its sth shameful, its jus dat.. i'm too tired to relive e past.

den i proceeded to have a short chat abt love wif norman.
well well well, seems lyk e love bug has caught most of us.
i duno, i realli duno. lets jus say, i'm scared.. scared to fall agn.
or perhaps i jus lost interest.
i often used studyin as an excuse to avoid these issues.
but i noe, its only a matter of time i have to face dem.
many opportunities i let dem slip by, was it a right choice?
i duno, seriously.

all i noe is, when e next one comes,
i'll be ready to love. ((;

3more mths, and we'll be on our own.
xueshuang, norman, ben, jaylloyd, jiada, azzah :
thank you, frm e bottom of my heart.
i really dread e end of tis yr, u guys made 4 yrs so wonderful for me.
tis 4yrs, have been e happiest days of my life.
up/s n down/s, u guys are always der.
v.soon, things wont be e same.
but i hope, we;ll remain as frens, always!
once agn, thanks guys.<3

2005-08-14T13:51:00.000+08:00

went bbq last nite,
well... nt too bad.
everyone warmed up later on.
so, yeh.. nt too bad.
got home n was totally shag-ed.

ahhhhhhh. B3 !!
i mean, its nt i'm nt happy.
i'm cool wif it actually.
but i blamed myself, i shud had done better.
tis cnt be wad i'm supposed to get.
but well, we all learn through mistakes.

uhhh, mixed emo/s regardin many things.
dun probe, i'm lazy to say it out.
jus hope everything will fall into places.
i hope.

2005-08-11T16:42:00.000+08:00

right.. so i went tamp on 9aug.
and i actually ton-ed !
wad for ? for national's day !
ahhh, now i'm sure i'll die 10 yrs younger.
hahas.

well well, TML IS MY ORAL!!
AND I'M TAKIN BACK RESULTSS.
I'M SCARE, ohh so scared ~

gg tamp for some concert nw.
back later, everyone.
((;

2005-08-09T09:38:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhh. SHAG.
really shag.
anyway.. been awhile since i'fe last post.

aug6. sat. was alex's bday.
went to charlie's corner for celebration.
made 6 new frens;
kayson, jack, hz, hz's fren , 20yroldman, photographer.
lols. sry for those i couldnt remb e names.
went OCH. was scare. realli scare.

aug7. sun.
went NLB study wif gheeting.
jus e 2 of us.
its was gd.
i love u, girl.
I DIN SLP ON SUNDAY TILL 4.30AM.
hur hur.

aug8. mon.
COUNTDOWN -FIREWORKS. -_-
nonsense man. so tired can.
but.. nt bad la. lols.
had a reasonable amt of fun.
e guys were jumpin all over e trampoline.
poor kayson. wahahas.

aug9. tues.
HAPPY BDAY SPORE.
i LAZY BLOG ALREADY.
gg tamp later.
ps; its 9.43 nw. i woke up at 9.
slept at 2.30
bui pai right ? =x
cont tis way, and i'll die 10yrs younger.

2005-07-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

hehs. hi everyone!
been sometime since i last blog.
but its okay la, since i'm no xiaxue or SPG =x
alright, was basically busy wif YCF and well, jus plain laziness.

ycf`o5 was fantastic!
its gonna be a memorable journey of my entire life.
to all my frens whom i made,
THANK YOU so MUCH and i LOVE u guys!
come wad may, i hope tis frenship lasts forever.

so ycf`o5. am startin to prepare for my prelims.
SAJC, i hope i can get in.
wish me luck peeps!

lastly, to my bb peeps ;
u guys have been great, makin trg-ings
fun and a whole lot easier to breeze through.
i duno wad e future brings or will we still be as close
but all i noe is, for as long as i'm alive,
i'll be der if any of u ever need smone to talk to.
i love u guys, now and forever! hugs*

PS; glenna baby, be strong k ? muacks.

and to all others who i know durin ycf`o5 ;
stunts grp, xuanlei, jacky, diana, weikang, bb peeps,
yeeshi, jefferson, melvin, SD peeps, my chingay`o5 frens, and to
all who i knew but din mention. i jus wanna tell u guys..
SAM LOVES U AND THANK U, for makin everything possible.

nt forgettin my frens ;
4A`o5 peeps, gheeting, carson n gang, eugene, willie, sean, davin,
raymond, bingren, weijie, alex, cong, kai, gj, fieryz, meiyi and to all who noe me!
gd luck for all e tests and exams. for those in e tertiary edu, may our frenship last! all e best and may u guys stay happy. all e same, sam LOVES u all.

all other frens ;
gerald, zell, eric, nathan etc..
u guys means alot to me too,
always lendin me a listenin ear when i need it most.
thank you!

MinWei, Shanlin ;
i duno wad to say,
its beyond words.
thank you and i love u 2 so.
pls, take care !

and.. lastly!
my family members,
I LOVE U.
MUACKS!

PS ; sam is so emo tonight!
chiong for prelims n O's!! cheers.

2005-07-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

HQ3's FD.
i love u all.

2005-06-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

yawns. dead beat !
trainings, hmwk, gg out? lols.
man, i feel dat 24 is nt enuff, in fact,
it was nvr enuff. hahas.
yeh.. recently, been busy wif trainings.
hiphop and breakin. ahhh. tired!
>.<

and still haf to set time aside for schwork,
hw can i ever neglect dat. hahas.

man, i duno wad to write anymore.
i'm tired, shag.
enuff said.
peace out.

2005-05-31T13:39:00.000+08:00

its e first day of e holiday and yet..
i'm SICK. oh well, wad can i do.
>.< cough, flu, sore throat, lost of appetite, fatigue..
cud it get any worse ? =~~

hmmm.. since i've nth to do.
no mood to play games ( who will.. wif a runnin nose ? )
no appetite to munch on food.
and absolutely nt in e form to talk on fone.
MY VOICE IS TERRIBLE.
so.. i've decided to blog ! weee. hahas.

wad abt ? r/s and bgr. =DD
well, these days. other den O lvls.
it seems e love bug has caught some of my pals as well as me.
whr ' does he/she feels e same ? ' bein e most commonly asked qns.
seriously guys, when u ask me tis. i realli duno, i'm facin tis prob myself too.
but, lets nt focus too much on tis yeh ? we still have o lvls tis yr.
these things can wait, though i noe.. how much we wan it to happen now.
hehes. but i truly believe, u cant rush such things.
so let jus enjoy our few more mths together. =DD
although i wish, he can show more concern. HAHA.
but.. well, i'm gonna live life to e fullest.
hehes. so guys, smile ! =DD one day, we'll all noe.

oh man. meetin GT later for some maths session.
hahas. i'm sick yet so hard workin.
someone.. gimme e under-achiever award ? =/

PS ; i feel.. =/

2005-05-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

wahahhas.
finally, paper end le.
okay ba e paper. still can do.
((;
i guess e muggin/s does work afterall.

went sentosa to celebrate.
had lotsa fun ! swam alot.
got 2 small cuts, hehes. but its ok.
and its lotsa fun.
but.. yeh. tiring.

June.. e much awaited holidays.
's time to play hard yet work harder.
e battle has jus begun..
* may e best man wins.

i often wonder, wads on eur mind.

2005-05-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

met br, past him his gift.
glad dat he liked it. ((;

went for training,
uhh, nt so bad.
but MY BACK IS ACHIN.
arghhh.
>.<

chinese tml.
and soon, chinese o!!
ahhhh.

PS; if u know hw i feel, how wud u feel ? i wonder..

2005-05-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

many things happen.
lazy to write.
jus here to drop a post.
MY DEAR FRENS. JIAYOU!
5 more days [ crossin fingers. ]

PS; happy 18th bday, bingren. ((;

2005-05-16T02:15:00.000+08:00

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak, it's true
'Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
'Cause my heart keeps falling faster

2005-05-15T14:44:00.000+08:00

fri-
paper ends.
went sentosa wif norman,ben,jaylloyd,jungang,xs,dallas.
followed by dinner at chompchomp.
had a great time.

sat-
met br. movie @ town. supposedly amityville,, but.. ARGH.
went to wt's bday after dat wif norman.
den went to plaza to find br and ray.
den ben came.
me norman ben, kbox-ed till 3am. hahaha.
norman dad sent us home.
PS;i noe who norman likes ! muahaha.

sun-
stdyin later? =)

thots;
perhaps, it will be.

2005-05-12T00:05:00.000+08:00

hehes. changed, yet again.
tis time,
ders mine,ben's,xs's,
jaylloyd's,norman's fingers!
=DD all e best guys. 2 more left.

2005-05-11T17:45:00.000+08:00

phy was uhh, ok.
nth much for today.
except i felt uberly shag.
and.. sighs. nvm.

fun time wif jaylloyd,xs,norman n ben @cp.
=DD
2 more days.

hw i wish i knew.

2005-05-08T23:14:00.000+08:00

firstly, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY !
((;
err. din celebrate. cus mom went to tha.
and i'm all alone at home. sighs.
hahas. met gheeting n wei to study.
studied my ss ! wee. actually, its quite a remarkable thing.
dat i actually managed to finish it. thanks to de notes. ((;
wei went off first. and i had a great chat wif GT.
its been awhile gal..
so yeh, all de best to everyone havin their exams ! =)

PS; muh lips bled and muh eyes hurt.

2005-05-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

err. changed temp.
went sr, as usual. benny joined us.
norman left early. he was kinda troubled wif smthings.
cheer up boy. u still haf us. =)
these things can wait.

so, in de end. left me and ben.
did abit of maths and ss.
ate quite abit today + mom's chilli crab. aww ! someone. save me.
hahas.
gave mom her iTango, shes lyk O.O
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY mom
and here's to everything thing u did. - muahx -

today.. is alright. jus a lil tired.

PS; take care sensei. ((;

2005-05-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

my love is true
and only for you
but what can i do
for someone like you
it was love at first sight
though i knew that's not right
but i just wanna hold you tight
with all my love and all my might
i can't see you
nor receive your feel
my lips are sealed
by a kiss from you
and this valentine's blue
will forever be a secret between me and you.

de love bug got me.sm hw i noe,
its nt de time for such things nw.
baby, one day u'll noe.
til den.. pls, stand by me.

2005-05-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

current mood ; slp DEPRIVED!

i fall aslp right infront of da comp,
ignorin many ppl. my status wasnt away..
but i was jus so tired dat i din lift my head up
and type sth to tell dem i was away.
benny/ ray/ norman/ darsh/ ben. sry guys.

these days i feel uberly shag.
i duno wad i'm doing, but i wont give up.
least till mid yr is over. and den der will be
Mt o's follwed by ycf. ahhhhh. god bless me.

might come back l8ter. duno. to all those readin.
peace.

2005-05-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

uhh, been a while. ok. a short while since i last blog.
am uberly tired and jus so restless.
muh frens wud noe. haha.
so far.. so gud. nth too horrifying.
nth TOO difficult. so well, yeh. ((;
today sch was lame. uberly lame.
ONLY LAST 3 PERIODS WAS ACTUAL LESSONS.
mrs seah simply sat in and did her stuffs.
and hello ?! tml is geo paper ?!
she said " if u all `av any qns, jus ask me. i'll jus sit in "
and i was lyk " walao. den i might as well dun come sch. "
hahas. today att was 33/43 ! wee.~
HAHAHAHA. did one crazy thing today.
ben ordered MAC !! den we were lyk eatin mac durin recess.
e.body was gg O.O lmaos.

urgghh. sam is shag, uberly shag.
smone.. cnt me sm slack.
gg out to sr. study.
peace!

2005-05-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

okays. tis sounds dumb, but i woke up @6am tis morning.
and its sunday, mind u !! i thot i was overslept and was late for sch or sth.
arghh. well, de day passes by, peacefully.
had tuition. den meet ray and wei to study ?
crapp-ed, studi-ed, ate. dats all. err ?
on de way home, i was talkin to wei,
and tellin him hw i envy ray. cus he seems so relax
and can actually teach us, i hope Os come soon man !
ps; ray aka sensei, if eur readin tis. SAM ENVIES YOU!
hahahas. tml has to take dota for wei. arggh. x)

v.lazy to post muh thots today, i wanna keep it to muhself!
lalallas. peace all. and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUE SHUANG AND CARSON!
and tuh all muh frens, i love u all.
lots.

2005-04-30T12:26:00.000+08:00

was rumbling through my april's archive.. and i saw tis which i formerly post. jus wanna share wif everyone. so guys.. here goes.

Out with the old, in with the new.For a change benefits all.my mind is made up and nothing can change that.accepted it and have moved on.my journey is once again left to be walked alone for i've believe the right one hasn't arrived.i will not make myself sound pitiful as i'm not and to gain sympathy at the end of the day is not my wish.Setbacks after set backs failures after failures that wont bring me down as its not yet the end of the world.and i believe the truly interpid and matured people are those who do not run in time crisis but stand at de front line and faced them.Running away is simply a display of one's ingnoble fear.but why...even Hilter chooses to die than to face it bravely.tell me not what love is , for its better if i find it on my own.tell me not what to do for i hab a brain of my own.if its a must that i must learn then its a must that i must fall.for a person who is full of herself must experienced set backs before she actually realised who she actually is.and only from there can she learn.whether its a victory or a defeat one shouldn't lost his soul and his guts, for a person without gut and soul is as good as dead.and the truly commentable people are one of those few who can turn a crisis into a favourable situation.at the end of the day, its usually the cool headed and the smartest people who excel.for this world is like a battlefield, a battle of the best not the battle of the strongest.if you can proved yourself to be the best then u're eventually the strongest.but..behold to be the best is not an easy feat, for you have to prove you are articulate as well as braved enough to face any crisis which may happen, to stand and fight not to run and hide.articulate..to be able to convince people to make them listen to you in awe to make them respect you and to ba able to twist them around your finger.

I'm gald that i fell as i know that i'm able to get back on my feet and for that, i'm contented.To be able to believe in oneself and never lose that confidence is another must have to surivive in this society.whatever happen happens for a reason, what is the reason is of non importance , are u able to accept the reason is the question.Dream high but not too much, for dreams are after all dreams.hard work and effort is not to be overlook, be a realist not a dreamer.matters of the heart is a matter of fate.if its meant to be,the love will be unbreakable but if it isnt,then face it and move on.For life is full of surprises and no one knows what happen nexts.To love is not to possess and to abuse yourself because of love is not love.has much has fate plays a part, it takes 2 hands to clap.fate can onli bring u together.but to cherish it anot..the decisions lies in the parties involved.god is kind, but never that kind.Setbacks , failures , heart breaks are all part and parcel of life.give it your best in whatever you do for when you failed at least you know you tried.Thank god for giving you the chance and to despair is the last thing one should do.Love yourself and u'll find life isnt as bad as u think.To love yourself simply means, not to lose the faith in youself, to be able to accept failures and not blame yourself for it, to learn from past mistakes and to be able to stand strong after a defeat. =D

written by me in one of muh most depressed days, but somehow it made me grow. stronger,emotionally and mentally. wad cnt kill u, can only make u stronger..

2005-04-30T12:19:00.000+08:00

arghhhh. time to do some rantings !!
early in da morning 9 am!! call muh hp
walao. i need muh beauty slp cannn.
lols. lemme see.. durin muh few hrs of slp. okay.
ll hours of slp. i recieved 7 calls. 4 sms.
lyk.. wth! WHY DOES EVERYONE WAKES UP SO EARLY!!
nt dat i'm angry or wad.. jus feelin so shag now.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. hahahahas. but sam is okay la.
infact i was mutterin glibberish away on da fone.
i duno wad i was talkin. and i promised tis guy to call ben,
but turned out i jus hang de fone and went back tuh slp.
hahahhas. >.< gg out cp later.

ps; lookin fer me ? via muh hp pls.

2005-04-30T03:04:00.000+08:00

b0o !! so.. i did well for muh oral
or rather, quite well. WEEE.
firstly, TGIF !!!
was almost on de verge of brk-in down
if friday nvr arrives.
was draggin muhself to sch,as usual.
but sch wasnt dat bad. pace vanessa for 2.4
and she pass, you go girl! >.< pace montree for abit too.
uhhhh, skip recess. and after sch, sent jaylloyd home wif norman.
knock muh head onto his gate, HAHA.
hmmm.. went to mug@cp. and dota-ed !! wee.
well, muh posts is pretty bored.
so bear wif it kaes. till de exams are over!
lalallas.*

2005-04-28T06:32:00.000+08:00

you noe de thingy ppl say abt oral ?
dat it is near impossible to fail,
dat is if, u cnt speak.
i can speak, BUT TERRIBLY at dat.
and oh well, knowin dat i will be facin Mr.Tan
doesnt seems to help much.
its nice tuh noe, he have gd impression of me.
but wait till tis afternoon! he die at muh chinese.
arhhhhhhhhhhh. really nervous abt tis whole oral issue.
bless me bless me bless me bless me, pls bles me!

*will be back at nite. <3<3<3<3 <-- dun ask me wad tis is fer. i duno.

2005-04-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

arhhh. studyinnn. lol.
went to kovan to study.was wif ben, yunzhen,diane
yz and diane.. is muh seniors.
dey thot us phy. ((; thanks seniors!
den took neoprint wif dem.

went to hg mall, tabao for sensei.
saw de counter was packed wif so many ppl~
kelian de sensei.
gud thing nth went wrong wif da money.
=DDD.

went home ard 11. after tabao for mummy.
she jus came back frm bkk. thats all bahh.
((;

* ru guo.

2005-04-27T03:39:00.000+08:00

uhh, went out wif GT,wei,ray,hector.
((; watched guess whu fer de sec time.
but, it doesnt matters.everyone enjoyed de show.
lalalas. went to dota after de show. had funn.
((;
all i can say is.. been awhile since i was
tis carefree and had fun. was stress wif schwork
but i guess we all need to loosen up. ((;
thanks guyyys.

PS ; sensei no more muh sensei. =~ lol.

2005-04-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

artsy » journalist has no voice w/o a trace. says:
sam
simply samantha ; one last wish. says:
yeh ?
artsy » journalist has no voice w/o a trace. says:
why din u update ur blog anymore?

________________________________________________________

okay,dat explains y ima back.
well, its all abt muggin, tests, exams, hmwk, STUDIES!
gonna brk down anytime. hahas.
nth serious, jus a lil stress.
muh timetable ;
5.45am - 6.30am = preparation fer sch.
7.30am - 5pm = sch, and revision in sch library.
5pm - 7pm = rest, dinner.
7pm - 10/11pm = study @ cp.
11pm - <1am = chat, dota, crap.

see hw stress sam is ?
becomin a no-life/r soon.

and yeh, i've got a sensei.
who loves thrashin noobs. lol.
but v. helpful and willin to teach.
dats y, sensei. lol

and muh darlin gheeting bday was on 21/o4.
was lazy to blog.
anyway, best wishes gal ! sam ai you. ((;

well, wad else ? hmmm.. nth else i guess.
take care all muh frens. jiay0u together.
peace.

2005-04-19T17:32:00.000+08:00

studyinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
nth but studyinnnnnnnnnn.
god gimme strenght.
ahhhh.
sam is breakin down !
oh no. sam must stand strong.
hahas.

- zhi pa wo zhi ji hui ai shang ni. -

2005-04-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i miss de thai ppl!!!
dey have been sucha great fun
so friendly
hais. hope u guys had a fun time
and do take care.
sam misses u all. ALL DE BEST.
mwahs x)

2005-04-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

dyin. sick. lose of appetite.
study. exams. stress. o lvls.
))))))))))=

2005-03-27T10:54:00.000+08:00

b0o!lols. din blog for a longgggggggg time.
so well, lets go all de way back to friday yehs ?
met up wif cedric, and ronald and elvin as well.
went to a meeting,soka de. and me and ced were lyk VV.early can.
we 2 jus sat in de hse.. chitchattin.. readin books. LOL.
den de crowd starts comin in. listen liste listen.
actually.. i was der jus to support de 3 of dem and gg out wif ced ma.
but.. i was SABOH! den must stand up and sing oso. >.<
den hao. we left de place after awhile of talking..
went to suntec. catch a movie - jiangui10.
b4 de movie we had sooooooooo much spare time.
so walk walk walk.. and talk talk talk.
and of cus.. eat eat eat ! lols. =x
de movie was alright la.. except certain parts.
i was lyk.. "AHHHH" and ced was lyk " HAHAHA"
see de diff ? -.-

sat! training at tsc ? tbs ? i dunno =x
wahahhas. sat trainin fun. me and ben went der early.
but diana came shortly. she was lyk.. HOT HOT HOT.
AIR CON ON ANOT.lols =x i still went to drag her up .wahahhas.
den 3 of us + one more guy kept practising over and over again.
but one funny thing lo.. durin de scarf thingy. de trainers. HAHAHA.
de guy esp. wad a joke. and an ah lian. pls la. PAITENCE! =x
after trainin me ben diana went ikea bahs. talk alot and luff alot.
hahhas.kinda fun. was lyk critising every single thing we saw.
=x after which..we went out. me n ben went bedok.another meetin.
and diana went home, nice ger yehs. ^^
so me and ben met up wif ced. dat guy.. wahahhas. =x
v.lame la. we 2 were lyk.. gg to de meetin jus to fall aslp.
and den yeh.. dey performed once again. ced lost key ? count ? lol =x
but overall.. nice nice.^^ de soka ppl are so so so nice. very sincere.
den i got scared at de life.. dun wan say le. lols. den me and ben took a cab home
and ced walked home.

and so.. its sunday!! wad ima gonna do ? beats me. hmmmm...

_ lyf jus got better`-

2005-03-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

urghs. sighs.
ive so many things in muh heart dat
i wish u'll noe. but ive no courage to even msg u.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. *screams.
if eur readin tis, perhaps u'll understand.
most prob, u wont be readin tis.
till i found de courage....

2005-03-23T00:28:00.000+08:00

i duno wad tuh say.
life goes on pretty well.
but..
i missh u. i really do.

2005-03-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

heyys. duno wads wrong wif muh blog. only de colour. will edit it tml.
well, life goes on bahs. ^^ though i dun really noe wads muh next time.. but i guess i'll jus go wif de flow. maybe u'll be back, but most probably not. wadeva u choose, i give u muh blessings. ((;
to those whu gave me advices, thanks. but i guess tis time rd.. sam will jus let nature take its course. one day, we'll all noe. kekes. jus.. thank yoo.

2005-03-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

its over.
everything ended. i dun wish to say more.
jus take care.
you dian shang xin, you dian she bu de.
but life goes on.
((;

2005-03-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

boo!

2005-02-13T14:01:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.blackjack !
LOL.okays. CNY is all abt gambling eatin and more gamblin and eatin.
lols.chu er. was at edmund hse for awhile den spent de rest of
de day at gheeting hse.gambling.LOL.chu san..hmmm..oh.pon sch cus of rashes
went to polyclinic in da mornin wif GT.-den we went to xmps saw mrs law,finally.
wished her.. talked and after awhile headed to GT.- place, jianyue came.den after awhile i went home.. met dear at 7+ hahas. I DO I DO!! =b den sat.. went to p.ubin den bukit merah.. den went zixuan place awhile.sat was a very very very tirin day.hahas.but filled wif lotsa fun.oh man.. i dun feel lyk gg back to sch.lols.oh well..wadeva.lyf goes on.

t.care dear. xD

2005-02-09T16:10:00.000+08:00

firstly.. HAPPY CNY! ((:
well.ystd.. met up wif muh boy.. saw fireworks.its so fabulous can.so nice... but scare me at certain parts.. de *boomboom* hahas.den went ter meet ben and norman..but nth much.. and walked ard afew mins..dey say dey wanna leave first.i guessed dey felt ps-ed.heyy.. sorry ya guys. ((: me and bb- den walked to merlion..sat down.. chitchat den took cab home.LOL.reached home ard 2am++ thanks dear.^^ oh yea.. durin de dinner.. dajie brought her family.. alexandar was so cute.he saw muh mom he and said " i wan ang bao " and hes so small size!! lols. hes jus so cute laaa. =b

oh great.CHU YI and i'm stuck at home.nowhere to go.so bored cann )): hahas.nvm.think will be gg out later.well.. muh uncle called jus nw.. and i've decided nt to waste money and jus buy a k700i.i mean..its better den a samsung p730 rite.its so freakin ex..although its worth every single cents.but heyyy.. i'm only a student.lols.well.. DE NETWORK IS DAMN CONGESTED. oh ma. >.< M1 do sth bout it! its takin me 20 mins. MINIMUM. to recieve a reply.argghhh =x but heyyy.. its new yr. =DD wish everyone XIN XIANG SHI CHEN.. SHEN TI JIAN KANG.. BU BU GAO SHEN =x i'm so " you mo shui ' hahahahs. right. haf fun everyone. CONTROL UR APPETTIE !!

lurf eu boy. <3

2005-01-31T23:39:00.000+08:00

full dress rehearsal was so
so so so so much fun !
lols. ((:
tirin as well.

i duno wat to blog
these days.
well.. CNY season spirit
is in da air ~
lets parttyyyyy~ =D

i mish u boy.
mwahs x)

2005-01-27T01:10:00.000+08:00

cus u saw a broken me and lifted me up..
created another meanin of love in me..
cus u bring out de best in me..

=DD yeaps. sch is usual. borin.
hmmm.. lets see.
i was nvr able to reach sch by
7am tis week. its no big deal anyway.
become ALIL more focus durin lessons.
its both time anyway.lols.

monday was jiada bday. =DD
his face was smashed wif cakes!whahas.
wad to blog ? >.<

i mishh muh boy.been awhile since
we last met. t.t friday yea ?
muacks. x)

oh yea.. new chara in ms !
proudly presenting...
xxclusivee da assassin ! =DD
LOL.

oh well.. nites eryone.

baby for u.. i'll be.__#

2005-01-21T02:01:00.000+08:00

ahh shucks. am so bored can.
cnt get ta slp )):
smone pass me sm slpin pills~
ahhhhhhhh. panda eyes.

sch's life gettin pretty hectic.
startin to feel da stress but it aint
creepin up one me.
no, i'm made up of stronger stuffs! =DD

yeaps.usual crappins
nth happening.its sch week
wad do ya expect? -.x
I WAN MUH NEW YR CLOTHINGS!

god bless u guys.
mwahs x)

2005-01-14T13:33:00.000+08:00

b0oo !!

sam is back to rock da housee!!

party on everyone!

run and cheer ~
enjoy sch !!

treasure ur mates,
love ur parents,
cherish ur partner!

mwahs. x)

2005-01-09T03:57:00.000+08:00

congrats me.
i survived da camppp.
((:

jiex2 in muhh memories.
so cute yet so irritating.
all in all.
thankew 1/2

slp was pure crappx.
stayed up all nite.ended up..
slped at de fitness corner for awhile..
den on a hammock..den a tene.lols.
dun ask me y. i duno!!
=b

saw kung fu hustle.
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHS!!!
=xxx
defintely entertaining.lols.

- when i dream.. i dream of you.. -

2005-01-02T01:34:00.000+08:00

weets!
countdown was da bestt!!
sprayed and got spray
=((
but FUN !! wahhas.

reached home at 4.30am
drop dead.
still.. I HAD FUN!!

played pool,billard.
wadeva. duno da diff.
kinda fun.
but lame.LOL

so yea..
weird new yr.. but den again.
I HAD FUN.

thnks ben and weiyang
and all those at boat quay
who made tis possible.
thanks muhh dear.
- HAPPY NEW YEAR! -

2004-12-29T02:52:00.000+08:00

camp preparation..
busy week.
cut my some slack !

wee`
tml gg to cut muhh hairr.
=D
after dat.. tuition.
eewww*

pS :
mayy de victimss of de tidal waves
rest in peace. deepest condelence to their families.

(( _ love so divine..

2004-12-27T04:10:00.000+08:00

yawnns.
sch tml- 8am ter 5pm.
ahhhh!!
cut me some slack.

think i gonna cancel tuition.
feel lyk quittin it.
but wldnt be able to survive w/o it.
-grits my teeth-
chants: 1 last yr!!

AGGGHHHHHH.
am bored. )):

=D

lyf is beautiful.
hohohos!

2004-12-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

firstlyx, MERRY XMAS!!
went outta wif ben,meiyi,cla,yelena,cavin
ferr countdown.
yeaa!
ben sprayed us,cus he was de only one who brought.
den backfired!!
four of us brought.chased ben frm esplanade
to clarke quay.
oh man..wad a nite.LOL

sat trisaw..wif ben.WHAHAAS
lame shyt.
had fun. =D
no doubts. merry xmas everyone.

25th dec-

met weiyang fer movie.
- love so divine -
very nice movie!=D
thanks wei.
meiting came.. =D

PS : wei,thankx for ur gift.

met baichi.walk walk.ate pizza
went woodlands.
BBQ!!
man. someone gimme expressions' number!!
=((

tirin dayy.. but fun!! =D

merry xmas once again.

oh yea.. saw him.
but well.. wadeva.
to see u dead,
would be a dream come true =)

[[ xin de yi nian jiang lai lin..
you dian she bu de________#

2004-12-23T02:33:00.000+08:00

/me shruggedd-
mom finally back.
bored.

dear:
i mish yew!
=(

oh yeaa..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORMAN

rawk on!!

peace out-

2004-12-19T14:33:00.000+08:00

=)) fridaex.
met baichi =b went walk walk~
thankss ah dear.
went to woodlands hse.roller blades!
met alex~ heyy panda ge,rawk on!
xiancong,alex,and i 4got his name =x
was derr. went lex's place awhile.
and he came hg! he and kaii taught me to blade

heyy,thanks guys ;)
oh ya.. saw willie oso.
kor,jiayou! =b

sat ah!
wa.. he came frm tamp den sent me to kallang
*oh my god! wo bei mo [[ touched la ]]
=x
really..thanks dear. =b

(( freakin shockin news :
bladers are to freestyle till de floats
comes in ))
u shud see my face when i heard dat! its lyk *omfg. =/

i met gheeting and kuppo!
l0ls. hey kuppo. go ite le.. jiayou ya ? =D
gheeting still fast aslp on my bed.

*ps: firstlyx,lex panda ge. thanks for makin de effort to teach. rawk on !
makes ^5 sign =b
secondlyx, ting ah..time flies but u're still da best =D kuppo.frens always ? lols.*
lastlyx, BAOBEI XIE XIE NI!! =x

peace outt! ;)

2004-12-17T01:47:00.000+08:00

firstlyx,
I'M VERYx10 HAPPY TODAYY!!
why ? for me to n0e and for u to find out
*hohoho.

chingay was..well..fun.
tiring,but fun.
shockin news.
sam = blader ?!
-_-"

u made lovin u so easy for me,
jus chill kaes. relax
tml will be a better day.
i'll always be here.
(( hugx_

< u made l0ving yew so
easy fer me >

2004-12-16T03:19:00.000+08:00

peekab0o ~ ;>
lols. w0ke up kinda earlyy
crappedx wif muh dearest awhile
he went back to slp -.-!
gave him wake up calls.
de v0ice was lyk so darn cute.
*hahahas -giggles =b

had tuition.
3 freakin hrs of maths...
someone save me..
at least i learn sth.
thanks cher, =D

met gheeting!!hohohos.
muh best pal,crappedx
ate dinner and some lame dessert which we nearly vomit out.
hahas. den david joined us awhile.
dat guy.. -.-!
den WE SAW AHYONG!
v.cute,thank god he remb us.
t.care ya yong ? =D gt time den come out bahs.

talked on fone wif baichi =pPpb
happy happy~ hahas.
*winks_

[[ y ing we i ai, suo yi ai______ # `mwahs*

2004-12-15T01:35:00.000+08:00

/me slaps myself _piakkk
thinkin of such stupid
ideaa in daa m0rning.
lols.sry dear

/me smile frm ear to ear =D
met my bb.. went walk walk~
v.happy =D
got back simcard,thanks sis!
hohoho*

v.happy today
thankks!

keepin my faith strong_ =D

2004-12-13T05:39:00.000+08:00

/me breathes in
n out..
startin work soon.
soon...i'll noe hw hard its to earn $$
hopefully everything goes well.

heyys b0yx~ =b
rest well.eat more =D
prayx for me.
causin i'm prayin for u
kissess_*

< pls god.300..jus $300 bucks.
for de sake of e600c.pls
bless me.cause i need ur blessin. >

(( i dun wanna burn anybody's hse
=b i jus wanna clear my stock.
hahas. )) jiay0u for me kayx? =D

[ bec[us i mi ss y o u ]

2004-12-13T02:49:00.000+08:00

so yea. got over my hp.
but samantha still wants u dead.
may ur hands rot u low down scum.
dun be too happy.. for justice has long arms!!
just w a t c h o u t

*hmmfph_
nt lettin u spoil my m0od.
meetin sis tml.h0pefully get a new f0nex
=) [fingers crossex

*hohoho)xmas season.
xmas card anyone ? =x $6 for 8.
wahahas.!

been stayin home and yea..
big time rotting.
luckily..ders u. *thank god.
went out wif m0m on da 11 of dec.
got $50 and losta choco.
wahahahas*
((mom : perhaps we shud hang out more often. mwahs_

heyy baby b0y ~ =x
take care yaa. w0rk is work. rest is rest.
t h an ks is all i can sayx.
u'll be der ya ?
*i prayed. -fariy tales do come truex-
becus i believed. [ mwahs ]

g0d bless me.
for i dun wanna burn anyone hse down tml.
w0rld peacee ! =x
i miss u babe.. i realli do.

heyy yelena bday ger~ happy bday ya =D

2004-12-10T03:01:00.000+08:00

/me criessssssssssss
hais. sad.. lost my hp. dun wanna talk bout it.
may de person who took it have no gd endin.
samantha wants u dead !
*wad comes round goes round.

/me cheerrrsss
realised i've gt many great frens
-ben-norman-meiyi-junkai-gerald-zac-gheeting
and one great ba0beix. ;)
great dad.. great sis.. and well.. great mom.
*shouts = i love u mom. i didnt mean wad i say. h0pe u understand.

< to daa l0ser who took it. u got my hp. u got me into trouble
but u aint gt my life. jus remb.. samantha wants u dead! >

(( thanks everyone )) [[ thanks babe.. ilu ]]

2004-12-09T02:56:00.000+08:00

chingay was cool. but tirin.. warm up, dance practises and such. hahas. wenting was a babe =D thanks sis ! =D those ppl were frenly

gonna keep de post short.. very tired.got to hear his voice. am satisfied =D

all in all.. i miss u !

[[m i s s i n g `y e w]]