yeh yeh. gonna hit town now.
bored, whr can i go ? lols.
hmmm.. tryin nt run away as far
as possible. i dun wanna noe!

will be back to update later.
so yeh, chill!

Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No

[Verse 1:]
See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you...now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

[Chorus:]
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back


[Verse 2:]
You thought...you could
Keep this shit from me, yeh
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back

Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its all over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a ho

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back

GEDDIT?!

why ? why do i feel so tired,
so restricted. why do i feel lyk
a victim, when i'm nt e one feelin e real pain.
i noe, painful-ness cnt be measured. but i noe,
i'm hurt. u din mean it, i noe. dats y i dun wanna
say a word. i thot " no one can hurt me, unless i allow myself to be hurt "
i have nobody, but myself to blame.
perhaps, its jus me.

its nt 1, but 2. i'm sick and really really
tired of all tis.i dun even see e pt,
its jus nt worth it. no one noes hw i feel deep down,
dey all have their own perspections of me.
am i suppose to change myself ? and i suppose to prove to dem?
am i even, suppose to care ? i noe u care, lyk many others.
but.. tis concern of eurs, its jus too much for me to accept.
i wanna move on, wont u gimme a chance to do so ?

dallas, ben, xueshuang, azzah, norman, vith. u all gave me
so much support and encouragment. really, thanks.
smhow, deep down. i'm still confuse. ahhh. wth.

i really hope, u'll see my pt. pls.
oh wells.

on a lighter note, tml is msia shoppin spree! ((;

ahhh. went out, played candles..
crapped, talked.
had tarot readings.
dey were spot on, as in..
my past, present and future.
although dey were guidance, and i
believe in dem. i still lack e confidence.
i'm still confuse, i duno wads my next step.
" follow eur heart, be practical, but nt over-ly practical."
how ?! ahh! screw dat!
>.<

ahhh, had it enuff wif e stuffs
dats been bothering me these days.
perhaps i shud jus blog it out,
dallas is complaining abt my
' one line ' entries.
i'm liddat, i dun lyk to elaborate
my daily life, i dun need ppl to noe.
and i wan dem to guess, frm my 'one line'
entries! lols. =x

right, e first and most impt thing
dats bothering me, has to be.
my prelims. but dats,
oh wells. its ending.
so, i'll leave it out.

next, why are u guys coming back nw?
din we agreed to lead our own lives?
din we agreed dat its over ?
i duno wad u guys are askin,
but i dun wanna risk it anymore.
i've given everything a thorough thot.
things can nvr be e same, u cnt deny.

lastly, i'm pretty sick of myself.
no, i'm still v.much in love wif myself.
its jus dat, i really really really think too much.
its getting to an extend dat its gonna be brand 'UNHEALTHY'
i duno y, i cnt help it. so much gg on in my head,
yet i cant turn to no one for help.
i jus hope to lead a simple life, is dat too
much to ask for ?

love is an issue, i'll nvr acknowleged
till O/s is over. i dun wan anyone of u to
wait. lets jus get on wif life. i'm nt worth it.

cus baby, i dun wanna noe.

TGIF TGIF TGIF!
papers was alright.
nth diff. ((;

alrights! out nw.
tk care everyone.

_ nw i noe. (;

WALAOS.
SO DEAD, CANNN.

i'm cryin out loud,
but.. can anyone hear me ?
i doubt so.
its nt bout love anymore,
i dun care for dat.
its.. sighs.

i'm brkin down.
pls god, ans my prayers.

yes, i think i am.
but is it a mistake, yet agn?
i dun wish to noe.
i dun wanna probe.
i jus wanna move on,
perhaps its nt real.
i'm scare..
dat history, might jus repeat itself.


but deep down, i guess,
i noe e ans..

seriously,
do i even need u?

wads tis i'm feelin ?
why do i even feel tis way?
why would u appear in my mind
w/o any gd reasons?
why do i worry so much ?

oh no. god pls,
dun tell me..
i've fallen.

oh gawd. how am i suppose to tell u,
jus how. sighs. ));
dun force me.

to smile or to cry,
enlighten me.