hahahas.since u didnt saw it jus now.den i re-type de whole thing.i've misunderstoond u.now i noe hw u feel and it feels good.to be able to noe dat u trust me.and i wont break dat trust.though we jus started but tis time it felt different.i've came to noe myself better wad i wan.i'm happy..truly happy.i dun care wad de future holds all i wan is to live everyday wif u ard.we've got to work slowly...gib each other time.i dun expect u to change cus of me.cuz dats u.and i like u dat way.i noe u care..dats y it started.perhaps sometimes i overlook certain things.but i believe tis can turn out beautiful.i dun wish for a beautiful ending at de end of de day.we dun nid a ending.i may jus be 15..but i dun care.it feels rite..and nobody noes.wad i can do now is treasure de present and let tis love goes on as long as it can.i wont hab any regret cuz i'm prepared to love and to improve our r/s.wadeva happens, i'll face it wif u. today..both may hab shed tears of sadness but at de same time i believed both hab learn sth. [ our story..to be continued.. ]

i'll always be der for u.even if de day comes when u feel dat u dun nid me.cuz i've promise nt to let u get hurt anymore.for de past mistakes and past squabbles and petty agruments.i'm sorry.time after time i may hab let u down.i'll try to keep all de promises i've made but if one day i broke it.i hope u'll understand..dat it isnt intentional.but der is one promises which i wont brk for its to serious to be broke.i'll nvr live it down if i break tis. dear.." nvr will u hurt anymore " lets stand strong together and hopefully one day god will pity us.thanks for everything dat u did for me,for us. [ unbreakable ]

BAOBEI! happy bday.! [ though its 12 mins after 12 now. ] =b so..earlier on.and i mean early.okok.7.30am i slept after finishin my impt stuffs ard 10.30 woke up cus bb called.but i went back to slp till 11.30 as i was very feverish n had a headahce.den guessed wad.bb cycled to my place..gave me medi.on de way he fell down...hurt his knee.now blue black.TAKE CARE !!=b den he waited for me to finish preparin den brought me to his place.loong was already der.den we went to hg mall to hab lunch.after dat went to play initial D.blahh blahhhs ! bb lose to computer ! =b lols.nvm ah..nt ur fault.is u dun play ver.3 [ jia you! ] den loong went home to get changed me n my bb went to cp.i brought him his cake...den ard 7.30 mei yi cla loong chee wei xueping me n bb went to fisherman's village to hab our dinner.it was expensive but we enjoyed ourselves =b $67.73 [ o.0 ] den come de fun part !!! BB TIO CAKE SMASHED ! lols.!!! =x den his whole face n body..got de cream.but he sportin enuff.kakkas ~ played in de playgrd awhile...den when to da beach.today may sound simple to u all...but.it is a memorable day for me.somethings cnt be expressed by words but it is to be felt.i'm feeling it and i dun hab to let anyone noe.jus wanna say..he is de reason why i'm still standin strong.he is de reason y i wanna prove others wrong.he is de reason y i'm determined.he is de reason y my life is filled wif happiness.i believe someday we'll both get de treatment we wished for and no,tis isnt jus some sweet talks frm a 15 yr old ger.its hw i realli feel.dun wanna think bout de future..jus wanna live de present.u n me. [ f0rever has now begun... ]

argh.jus when i thot everything is going uphill.it all came downhill...well,perhaps nt exactly down.i understand..dey all care for me.dey all want to see me grow up and matured into a wad so call " fair lady " dey want de best for me.dey dun wan to see me hurt.but...hab dey ever asked wad i wan ? " u're too young " so..wassup wif dis age thingy going on.its like...when will u ever learn.its de first time..i'm feelin so stress.all i wan is to be in a r/s happily.w/o havin to hide anything frm anyone..cuz its nth shameful.sometimes seein other children talkin to their parents bout their bf/gf made me realli jealous.some parents are jus so darn understandin and some parents are..well,judgemental and protective.pls..dun drive me to de edge..by tellin me wad to do and dat i hab to do dat.i cnt stand all dat..jus treat me as per normal.is dat too much ? everyone is makin such a fuss.its my life.lead me but nt force me.i am samantha and samantha doesnt allow herself to be led blindly.de other thing i hate is humans sterotypin.and sadly...tis lies in de person i love so much.i noe he wants de best for me..but by lettin me do wad i wish is already the best u can gib.i dun ask for much..i jus wan to be a ger who isnt afraid to admit dat she is in a r/s.i dare nt wish for total freedom as i noe..i'm onli 15.and things like studyin are priority.i noe wad is impt and i noe wad i want.i wanna graduate wif great honours, get highly paid jobs,get married.i noe..i realli noe.but does anyone listens ? de very same grp of ppl hu make me feel great are also de very same grp of ppl who make me feel worthlss.i duno wad to say..to thank u all or to say i hate u.u all gave me all dat i can ask for..and u all mess up my life.i duno...i realli duno.someday i'll say it right infront of u guys dat i love cheong zhiwei.

damn.pretty shyt.gb maintance.bb at h0me.
nth to do.b0red.argh.projects.tuition hmwk.
ahhhhh.sians.

kakakasx.kekekekex.changed agaain.=b


muahahax.eye candies. =b

b0os.back to blog yeaaa.yesterday [ 11/06 ] went out wif m0ix baobeix.clarence.meiyi.ghee ting.went to orchard den me n m0ix baobeix took f0tos.den we had our lunch der. [ me ,baobeix, ghee ting ] den we had 2 hrs left b4 meetin cla n my.so basically jus slack ard in orchard.nth much.walk walk walk n walk.den weee.finally 5+ de 3 of us took train down to marina bay.den saw cla n my.den we went to ate steamboat.frm 6 - 9.OMG.its like 3 whole hrs of continuous eating.OMG!imagine dat.den after eatin...ALOT.me wei n GT took eggs.RAW EGGS.den we played we de eggs.wahahahas.anyhow throw *piakk.piakk.piakk* rofl.5 of us den went to esplanade.okay laaa.nice ambience.fun day today.anyday wif my baobei is cfm fun.

GHEE TING!! finally saw u le after wad seems like forever we finally met again ! go out as bestest frens once more.realli miss u losta.h0pe u did enjoy urself.must remb to ji0 me out more wors.! [ hugs ]

BAOBEIX! everyday seeing u.very happy cannn.thank you thank you thank you so much.u brighten up my life. [ l0ve ya ]

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weee.sunday went to watch movie wif wo de baobei wei and ah ben.harry potter.nt bad ah..quite nice de movie very long ah.we went to bugis to watch den we reach der like 2 and de half hour earlier and its like oh gawd.so much time to spent.idling ard bugis like nth better to do.den after de movie we went for dinner.on de way home den funny.ben was rushin for de train.and his leg slip into de gap..den me n wei luff and luff.funny lo.i lazy to blog out.lols.eh ling.dun worry laa..doesnt matter hu write de.i dun care.guo jie.my blog..of cus nice la.lol.[ba0bei.-thank you]

hey jus wanna tell those of u hu doesnt like de look of my blog.DUN LOOK AT IT DEN.it doesnt matter.i dun get paid by u guys lookin at it do i?