Friday, April 30, 2004

boo!!!today miss siow nvr come...sian.den mdm tan goin soon..sad.all de good teachers..haisss.but..today..funny lo.esp after sch..de inciddent on de bus..zj very zhun.wahahaha.lazy say out.summarise is..someone board de bus..den de bus cannot move..broke down..we took de complimentary tickets..walked to de other bus stop.saw xiao pang.lol.talkin bout him..he damn cute n funny.me norman and zj di siao him..den meiyi der luff n luff -.- lol =x den ah..bus 88 came..den xiao pang said bye to us..den he wait for de bus..but..keep lookin at us..n talkin..den in de end de bus door closed.den i shout " board de bus la " den he say.. " oh shyt..ni kan la ! " LOLLL.me norman zj meiyi all luffin like mad.wahaha.den today..got tuition loh.bored lo..selected to run cross country -.- arggghhhh. [ tis is de remix to ignition ! ]

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

argghhh.jus wad on earth do the MOE thinks dey are doing ? by allowinga principal who hit a student wif a SOFT book cover to resign and thinkin dat is bearin responsibility ?pleaseee, wads wrong with punishin a student who is obviously in de wrong ? i duno is it good for de present or bad for de future.take a look back at de edu system 20 yrs ago..whr teachers hab de right to cane student.how many students dare to play traunt how many dare to brk de rules how many dare to argue wit de teacher and jus how many dare not to hand up assignment ? by treatin de students better...how are we gonna complete wif other countries whose students are adpat to harsh punishment and lifestyle.how are we sg compared to dem ? cnt even stand a soft hit from a soft book cover..den wad else can u take ? i'm a ger..and y shud ger be treated differently frm guys when dey too break de same rules ? if dats de case..i wanna brk some rules and get away wif dentention too.teachers gettin softer, students gettin bolder.good for de present or bad for de future ? i duno.u tell me.and parents..pls.if u're child is in de wrong..dun make it out as if..he/she is rite.do ur child a favour.STOP STANDING UP FOR DEM.

arghh.right..enuff bout de edu thingy.today arh...fun day again lo.lollls.phy test was alright..soso.~den hmmm..liddat lo..de day slowly went by.one funny thing happen durin eng..ben went to pull de projector screen.den de screen hit his head wif a loud bang.so comical cann..lol.hmmm..after sch went cp awhile wif norman zj n ben.den den den...liddat lo.lolll. [ i wanna see some justice being done ! ]

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

haha.maybe some of u maybe wonderin y such a haste entry last nite ?cuz..ber asked me to play gb.den faster end de blog.lol.today ah...went to sch..as usual.runnin..pe..ss..chem.ok..den recess..went to hall for rehearsal..den who noes..ben asked me to sing wif him.2 person sing n stage wif scott playin guitar during assembly..so MALU can.imagine..2 of us singing jingles on stage..scary lo.=/ but okay la...had a gd luff after dat.den sth else more power.someone was caned reasons being " obsence act " LOLLLL.powerrr rite. =b den after assembly..my mom sent ben back lo.den we went hg mall..den walk walk..brought groceries.reached home..studied physics...and amaths..today slack quite abit.=b too tired.lol.
[ young girl..dont cry ~ ] =D

Monday, April 26, 2004

on fone wif gerald and bloggin at de same time.lol.pretty shyt lo.tml must go stage perform wif ben -.- o sab0h.kaoss.today amaths test..easy lo.today fun day ba =D lalala. [ serious mode on ]

Sunday, April 25, 2004

wahahas.today damn fun.at 9am..i was still in bed.den i sms my tutor " cher..20 mins b4 u reach..lemme noe. " den she reply " er..i reached already ? " -.- lols.den quickly wake up lo.after tuition ard 11.30 went to meet meiyi and ben.den 3 of us went to town.first to far east..den we look at all de girlie stuffs..ben bth.lol.but he still unwillingly went in wif us.brought tis pair of earrings.den we still got run ard in far east -.- reviving childhood in a shoppin mall.ahaha.den we went to taka.brought sth to eat..den walk walk.den went to heeren.on de way der...we saw tis couple.de ger is over-sized =x den de guy..skinny.den we follow dem..cuz dey oso went into heeren.den on de escalator..i bend down to tie my shoe laces..den when i look up..i saw an upskirt view of dat ger -.-!? oso nt i wan see de.lol.den meiyi ben all saw..plss larrr.de skirt so short.-.- den ben ask me " why dat bf keep lookin at u " den i oso started to notice..den got one time..dey walk pass us at 77 street.i tryin on cap..den de guy looked at me..den de ger go hit him.HAHAH.=x gettin bhb here..but true la.den brought de cap lo.den went to centerpt meet clarence.den saw my bro's fren den talked abit..still ask me i hw old now.lolss.okayy laaa..i go makan le.toodles ~

Saturday, April 24, 2004

woke up today.at 9am den make up lessons at 9.30 ?! lol.but..wasnt late lo.lalala.ai zai ai zai ~ after dat went to cp wif ben jia da melvin norman and xue shuang.den at de mac..got this nan chiau guy..cute arh =x xs took tis ballon frm de aunty at de mac..den de guy..he oso go tk.b4 he left he gave me de ballon.den his fren told us " nice to meet u guys " lolll.liddat oso can become frens ?funny rite.anyway..after dat..we went to walk ard cp.den went home lo.en reach home did chem den gb gb and gb.tml den go out. ^^ [ holdin on to sth which has already lost its grip on u is pratically bullshyt. ]

Why don't we break up?
There's nothing left to say
I've got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
And when I'm sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away

crew you, I didn't like your taste
Anyway, I chose you and that's all gone to waste
It's Saturday, I'll go out
And find another you
wahahahha.i'm one proud owner of imac ^^ so happy can.today woke up feeling sick.so skipped school.den mom brought me to funan.after she brought me to amk..to buy sth.den one part of de way..der was tis flood.alot of cars by de side..dun dare to move.den my mom oso dun dare.den suddenly she saw one car..benz oso.den she say..if tis car can pass..den we oso can.den de car passed..so we followed.LOL.aiyah..den mom asked bout him.den i thot her.." he got his own life "lol.den she gave me dat "look" but nvr question anymore.so yea...got my imac.I LOVE U MOM !! =b and gonna get de ipod next.kakas ~ susu.thanks for ur acc..so i can buy ch.thanks alot ! gib u jelly tml.lol
[ life jus got better. ]

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

get away frm me.dun come near me.arghhh.jus feelin " fan " for no reasons.PMS ?i supposed.fun and tirin day in sch..bahh..everyday is a fun day.lol.tired cuz of de art thing..paint all over my uniform..made me look like a da hua mao.=/ reached home ard 5.30 den took lunch cum dinner lo.mom still at thailand..been HOME ALONE since last wk.jus dun feel like doin anything else for now.gimme time...i nid to think.dun pressure me dun question jus..leave me alone.
[ ders nth left to say... ]

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

u're nt me so dun try to tell u can tell or u cnt cuz i can feel.dun tell me i dun cuz i noe i do.i dun wish to but can i help it ? i wish i can dun care i wish i can dun think.but..dats me.i care and i do think even though i noe u dun or perhaps u do.i duno..'m nt u.not tryin to put up an act so dat u can be touched or wadsoever.its jus dat i think u shud noe even if u dun wish to.everything is still vividly in my mind...everything.i'm slowly lettin go..i will.dun worry.=D it takes time...cuz i'm human and even super heros nid a break.lol.so yea..i noe i do..pls dun tell me i dun.just tk care ya. =D
hmmm...today is another fun day.its like..i dun cry and not angry so and i laugh and hab fun almost everyday.lol.today durin ss lesson Mr Han said dat " when u actually like and trys to understand someone.u oso discover de unknown side of u " very true.lols.as usual...6 of us..makin noise =b found 2 poems and thought dat dey make sense in a way or so.so..here goes. [ I'm not dat naive ]

If - Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on !";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

Afer awhile - Veronica A. Shoffstall

After a while you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a soul,

And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
And company doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
And presents aren't promises,

And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up and your eyes open
With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans
And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.

After a while you learn...
That even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your garden and decorate your own soul,
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong
And you really do have worth...
And you learn and learn...
With every good-bye you learn.

Monday, April 19, 2004

6.30 is practically de usual time i reached home nowadays.was busy wif de sulcptures today.nothing much today...passed my geo.barely made it der though.den usual studyin time lo.lols.yea..a normal day ^^ [ i jus wanna say..i miss u. ]

Sunday, April 18, 2004

Superman Lyrics

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Im just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird…I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd…but don’t be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed…but won’t you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away…away from me
It's all right…You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy…or anything…

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
inside of me ...... inside of me ...(x2)

I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for my dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet

It's not easy ... wu.. hoo.. hoo..
It's not easy to be me...

Saturday, April 17, 2004

wahahas.woke up at 7.10 today..ben sms woke me up.supposedly we were suppose to meet at cp at 7.den i thot he already der..but i late.so i apologised..who noes he told me..he still at home.den both of us 8 reach sch..LATE.lol..but nvm everywhr was kinda chaotic as everyone was rushin to collect de tins.we went to woodlands after collectin de tin.me ben yismin wan zhen and meiyi.norman and zhenjie jay lloyd jiada and melvin went to bugis.actually..dey wanna come wif us..but.bahh..long story.so..we went der...stayed der till 11.30 den we went to jurong east.den gj ask me i at whr..den i told him jurong point..but actually jurong center,cuz i mixed up.den he went to jurong point.LOLLL.so sorry..den we took train down...den chat chat wif him.den went to outram met zhen jie and norman.den we went back to sch together..late by an hour =b but in de end still can get $3.loll.den we walked to de mrt station..on de way..had lotsa fun.=D den saw firdaus..so handsome ! he waved..but think he cnt recongnise me.loll.den we meet zainal..den went to cineleisure.reach der...de time slot of into de mirrior was kinda late.in de end norman went home.zzz.go all de way der..den he went home.den left me ben zhenjie zainal yismin wanzhen and azzah.den we watched walking tall.very nice movie ah ! =D den we went to tk photos.KAOS EH.7 PPL IN ONE MACHINE =/ we took ard 36 times.as in 36 shot..den was very hot lo.=/ but fun laaa.lol.den saw nicholas.den me zhenjie and ben went to amk to took our dinner.den...went home.lalala.tired but fun day =D
how true how true."every moment is another chance. hmmm...2.43 am now..tml hab to wake up at 6?! =/ saw someone quit msg..found it pretty meaningful. " Love lives and Love dies, Love fades even when one tries, Find a love that is pure & true, and it will be heaven's gift to you.." der.=D

Friday, April 16, 2004

weee ~ so happy today.it was my first time on stage performing a performance and i realise de feeling was great.all de rehearsals and effort put in..was worth it.de appluse de smiles de laughter frm de audience was more den we could ask for.even though my role was a minor wan..but i had fun.yupp =D de feelin was so high and de cheers everyone was havin a great time.lolll.so fun cann.wahahas.=D

Thursday, April 15, 2004

wahaha.fun day today.firstly was mdm azlin MC, so we had 2 free periods.den chinese test..sth funny happen /me winks at ben.loll.den chem..very fun.. periods jus zoom past.- weee~ den durin CME we blowed ard 400 ballons.den afew burst..screams everywhr.lol.den me and ban made de most trips frm de class rm to de hall.den back n fro..so tired lo.legs all jelly.den after sch..poh chiew came to help...he blow till no air.LOL.blow ard 40..den run back to hall..den rehearsal.no time for lunch..but me n ben managed to grab a quick lunch..but poh chiew didnt.lol.den..durin rehearsal...fun fun.ben stood in as TanHowLiang..so funny.lolll.den we played at backstage..den both fall.my head land first...now i've got tis blue black..thanks to ben.den after sch went cp..walk walk awhile and ok dinner.tired out for de whole day.tml goin to serangoon to makan after sch den hab to report to sch at 3..zzz.duno got prefects duties not.den sat got flag day.

wanna say THANK YOU to Darshni, xue shuang, yismin, wan zhen, azzah,angie,ben, norman,jaylloyd,jia da,gerald and poh chiew for their concern.my head is fine.and yes to gerald disappointment..dun hab concusion.lol.I am happy..are u ?
[ bu shu yu wo, wo bu hui nan guo ]

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

argh.finally went to see a doc today.in sch its like verybody askin me wassup wif my eye.some even thot i was cryin.lol.den didnt went to rehearsal went to see a doc instead.its still as red as ever.and tearin like nobody's business.bahhh.it hurts =/
today chem test was..well.okay.got 16/20 ^^ slept in english class..cuz eyes too pain and miss siow didnt wake me up.nice teacher ah.and many thanks to those who ask bout me.lol.hmmm...nth much bout today.like any other day.=D

isnt it strange hw sth can change in jus a sec ?how u work so hard for sth and u're willing to let go within a sec ?
[ my impression of u is totally ruined. ] do me as well as urself a favour.dun beat ard de bush ! wadeva it maybe.wadeva reasons u may hab.no wish to hear dem now.just say it, say it right it my face dat u hab no wish to be my fren.reasons are after all reasons, action speaks louder den words.and ur message has been brought across and fully interpret.happy to u dat ur wish has come true.^^

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

arghh..eyes killing me.hab been sorta red and it hurts always make me seem as if i'm tearin.aghh.tml chem test and i didnt realli study..cuz of de pain.goin offline real soon.lets hope i pass tml's test.so much for my so called "reflections" jus now.lol.yaya..and btw bert ITS NT ABOUT WAR.loll.today in sch very fun, as usual crapping ard..runnin period must hilarious.Jay lloyd and norman.LOL.shan not be mentioned here as wad miss siow siad its - censored - =b den after sch went cp wif norman n ben.muahahas.kk..dun wan update anymore...realli pain.nites everyone !
Out with the old, in with the new.For a change benefits all.my mind is made up and nothing can change that.accepted it and have moved on.my journey is once again left to be walked alone for i've believe the right one hasn't arrived.i will not make myself sound pitiful as i'm not and to gain sympathy at the end of the day is not my wish.Setbacks after set backs failures after failures that wont bring me down as its not yet the end of the world.and i believe the truly interpid and matured people are those who do not run in time crisis but stand at de front line and faced them.Running away is simply a display of one's ingnoble fear.but why...even Hilter chooses to die than to face it bravely.tell me not what love is , for its better if i find it on my own.tell me not what to do for i hab a brain of my own.if its a must that i must learn then its a must that i must fall.for a person who is full of herself must experienced set backs before she actually realised who she actually is.and only from there can she learn.whether its a victory or a defeat one shouldn't lost his soul and his guts, for a person without gut and soul is as good as dead.and the truly commentable people are one of those few who can turn a crisis into a favourable situation.at the end of the day, its usually the cool headed and the smartest people who excel.for this world is like a battlefield, a battle of the best not the battle of the strongest.if you can proved yourself to be the best then u're eventually the strongest.but..behold to be the best is not an easy feat, for you have to prove you are articulate as well as braved enough to face any crisis which may happen, to stand and fight not to run and hide.articulate..to be able to convince people to make them listen to you in awe to make them respect you and to ba able to twist them around your finger.

I'm gald that i fell as i know that i'm able to get back on my feet and for that, i'm contented.To be able to believe in oneself and never lose that confidence is another must have to surivive in this society.whatever happen happens for a reason, what is the reason is of non importance , are u able to accept the reason is the question.Dream high but not too much, for dreams are after all dreams.hard work and effort is not to be overlook, be a realist not a dreamer.matters of the heart is a matter of fate.if its meant to be,the love will be unbreakable but if it isnt,then face it and move on.For life is full of surprises and no one knows what happen nexts.To love is not to possess and to abuse yourself because of love is not love.has much has fate plays a part, it takes 2 hands to clap.fate can onli bring u together.but to cherish it anot..the decisions lies in the parties involved.god is kind, but never that kind.Setbacks , failures , heart breaks are all part and parcel of life.give it your best in whatever you do for when you failed at least you know you tried.Thank god for giving you the chance and to despair is the last thing one should do.Love yourself and u'll find life isnt as bad as u think.To love yourself simply means, not to lose the faith in youself, to be able to accept failures and not blame yourself for it, to learn from past mistakes and to be able to stand strong after a defeat. =D

Monday, April 12, 2004

hmmm..life still pretty much de same.though i wont say..totally de same.still hab dat feeling de kinda which wonders wad he is doin.but..bahhh.gimme some time.lol.wanan thank Ben,Azzah,Zainal,Darshni,Khailing,Ghee Ting and Albert !!i'm alright laa..dun worry.chill !! =D and oh yah..Gerald.hw to 4get u..and ZELL.yes u.previously u were der for me..till now.been a yr or so ?thank you so much ^^

today in sch...6 of us..again were FAMISHED.en norman got tis lollipop..eat in class somemore.lol.den me and ben followed miss siow to de satff rm and she gave us sweets.lalala.der she told us thursday got 500 ballons to blow.its like.WADDA HELL ? =/ oh yah..today geo test was..ok la.except for de kedah thing..noe nuts bout it can.=/ den emaths..soso lo.hate to proof.me n norman keep singin in class today.ahahaha.one song damn nice "i dun wanna lose u.i dun wanna..blah blah..den ni shi wo lao po ~" by richie ren cnt remb exactly.den liddat lo..life still has to go on..rite.^^ hmmm..after sch der was rehearsal lo.exchanged nos wifpoh chiew..a junior of mine.nth much..ended at 5.bahhh wadeva.hmm..each and everyday is a brand new day. [ standing strong... ]

Sunday, April 11, 2004

jus finish tuition..anyone realised i blog abit too much today ? usually i'm nt dat chatty.still has geo to memorise..but jus dun feel like it.oil plams ? bahhh.wadeva.probably gonna flunk tml's test.hmmm..tml gonna be a brand new day ya.wadeva happen happens for a reason, jus accept dat reason and life still has to go on =D whether u wan ur life to be a great one or a sad on.its up to u.After a storm eventually a rainbow will appear , yu guo tian qing ma.y sth happen...cuz ders fate..why sth has to end..cuz ders onli so much fate.Sam is made up of much stronger stuff!=b i wouldnt say life will be still as happy..but..i'll jus say..i wont be sad.jus grateful for all dat had happen and no regrets bout it.lalalalala.once again thank god..thank you so much ^^ hmmm...actually i've lotsa more to say...but no more will to continue...lets jus end here.nites everyone =D
woke up ard 11 den came online.darshni was online and she msged me asking me "sam..study for tests already ?" den i happily reply "maths onli rite." " and geo." was her reply.WADDA HELL.tml geo test and i onli remembered it now...cool huh.den fine..off my comp or rather de monitor and went to make some notes.dats hw i study- by makin notes.yea! while studyin..its abt agriculture...i suddenly remb my teacher said dat agriculture is nt carried out in sg..cuz of de factors blah blah blah.den may i ask tis qns WHY STUDY TIS ?cnt grow up to be a farmer anyway...unless i migrate to thailand.den der tis topic bout plantation - OIL PLAMS.studied hw..oil plam are being grown..wad are de factor..den again.WHY STUDY TIS ?cnt expect us students to grow up and plant oil plams rite...dUhx.anyway...overall we jus study for de sake of studyin.for a moment..i hated oil plam and rice.wadeva.jus wasted my brain cells on tis 2 things.argh.gonna memorise de processes later -.- duno y..but still has to do it.

havin tuition later on..and its maths...so overall i dun hab to study for maths..cuz havin tuition later ! LOL.next week gonna be pretty hectic...wif rehearsals frm monday to thursday and performance on friday.test on thursday and wednesday.its like maths and chinese together ?!chinese....bahhh.chem...still alright..but wif performances goin on...wonder hw i'm gonna study.am i supposed to even complain ?students shudnt complain..yaya..wadeva.after speech day cnt rest..hab to prepare for mid yr.woohoos.i'm gonna stand strong yea. [ ill respect ur desicions ]

Saturday, April 10, 2004

weee ~ dad got me de nurse uniform.thanks dad THANK YOU so much =D muackssss !
Hard to Say I Sorry Lyrics
Artist(Band):Chicago
(Print the Lyrics)
Hard to Say I Sorry Lyrics


"Everybody needs a little time away," I heard her say, "from each other."
"Even lover's need a holiday far away from each other."
Hold me now. It's hard for me to say I'm sorry. I just want you to stay.

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

Couldn't stand to be kept away just for the day from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away from the one that I love.
Hold me now. It's hard for me to say I'm sorry. I just want you to know.
Hold me now. I really want to tell you I'm sorry. I could never let you go.

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to.

You're gonna be the lucky one.

Chicago!!nice song.=D hmmm..today..wad can i say
a boring day ?but..its gd to hab a brk for awhile.woke up ard 11+ took lunch cum brkfast
watched tv..did tuition homework.nth much yupp.gonna revise again later on. [ i dun own anyone a living =D ]

Friday, April 09, 2004

b0o.had tuition in de morning...till 12.den did some revision and de SS proj.went to J8 wif Darshni and ben till 9.jus reach home..so tired lo.had a chat wif him.felt much better after dat chat.thankss.. so..later..gonna meet ghee ting at de pasar malam =D [ mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo hai liu zhe ]
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
yupp.changed =b [ ur guardian angle..always. ]

Thursday, April 08, 2004

damn..tiring day.left sch at 6.30 imagine dat! been awhile since i left sch dat late...was havin rehearsals.more like foolin ard.lols.danced ard wif yismin angie and ben..and farwaz was luffing.lols.hmm...today lessons was well..okay.nth unusual..except for ben making his hair into funny funny patterns.armani..spiky...currypuff.etc etc.den jia da comb armani.LOLLLLL!!!funny k.dat lao ren =b so..next week... mon- thurs rehearsal.which friday is de official performance...tiring can...>.< anyway..results gruadually increased.sam de form hui lai le !! happy.=D rather be busy than havin nth to do.i duno y..i just like my life tis way..which de best console is habin him by my side. =D [ never say die ! for..nothing is impossible ! ]

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

WAHAHAHAS.so happy today can anotttt.=b cuz i FINALLY pass Amaths.its like WOW.got 18/20 lost 2 marks due to careless mistake..arghhh.kinda destest myself for making careless mistake all de time.anyway..tis time pass..i've got to thank him and my tutor.thank him..cuz..de day b4..he gave me qns to practise..and it was kinda similiar..thank tutor cuz.she realli help me understand alot.thank you so much.=D ermm...abit tired.just finish rehearsal.2.30 - 5 den habin tuition afterwards.student life..wad to do.hmmmm..waitin for tutor now.pretty normal day..nth much. [ when ders a will , ders a way ]

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

okay..so..well.good things and nt really good things happened today.good thing was..i got back my wallet.thanks Mrs Teo and Mr Teo ! =D den..like..did abit of reflections.like..cannot slack le lo.time to stop foolin ard in class.afterall..theres onli bout 1yr+ left ?now..fall nvm.i believe as long as i can stand high up on de day i tk my o lvls,its gd enuff.dun wanna pressurise myself now.afterall...is tis even pressure?i duno.least i can do..is pay attention is class and revise at home.yupp..gonna do dat.Mdm Tan quote "fail now nvm.better den fail durin o/s.as long as u learn !" yupp.=D den she told us bout her departure frm de sch after mid yr exams.very sad can anottt.=/ den liddat lo...after sch went ben hse for a SS project.5+ reached home..totally tired out..wad to do.at least..i studied today =D after speech day,i'll work at full speed =D
do well for at least mid yr.lalalalas. [ de onli man hu nvr fails is de one hu nvr try ]

Monday, April 05, 2004

Sam hen mang !! wahahahas. [ sam xiang ni ]

Sunday, April 04, 2004

i'm so happy today can anot.w0ke up..wif a great big smile =D cuz i know i'm meetin him afterwards.den had tuition..till 1.met him at 2.30..very very happy.cuz so long nvr see him le, den realli happy to see him and spend time wif him.walk walk ask ask ard amk...den went for lunch.he studied his notes...den we went to de library.simple day..but real happy.thank you so much. =D [ y0u completed my life.. ]

Saturday, April 03, 2004

met up wif khai ling today.den she is like always on de lookout for butches lo.PLS LAAA.den saw a skirt dat i liked..gonna go back one of these days.den reach home ard 6.30.saw a pic made by kingsley..very touched.THANKEW!dat kinda made my day.kAkas.

th0t of de day : its like..i wanna help him..but i cnt.cuz..i dun understand his work..nt at all.so..i duno wad i can help..but i feel de least i can do..is to be right here,by ur side.so whenever u feel u nid someone..i'll always be der.so yupp.try to take things easy k.dun so stress.and yes.. drink more water and hab sufficient slp pls ! =D
You Don't Miss Your Water ('Til the Well Runs Dry) Lyrics

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On a way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Tried to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

[chorus:]
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water til the well runs dry

As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and painfil times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

[chorus]

For you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Girl you know that you
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always forever

[chorus]

You don't miss your water girl no
But I believe so strongly in you and I yeah
Can somebody answer me the question why
Cause you don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry yeah listen
If you ever get the feeling
You wanna play around starting cheating, remember
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry


Thursday, April 01, 2004

first and foremost HAPPY ARPIL'S FOOLS DAY -.-' =b today was a great day.i mean..4 free periods right at de beginning of de day..wad could have been better to start off de day ?den during chinese lessons.was compo writing.bahhh.but at least we were onli required to write.and discuss bout de recent case whr de 15 yr old boy was caught havin a gf which he went to commit suicide.totally no comments.but..wrote alot.lols.den its like..de first 7 period of de day..we were famisheddd.den melvin brought tis 'ba zhang" aka dumpling to sch for de CME project.den de fragence was damn tempting lo.de 6 of us couldnt stand it.lolsss.but..still..we survived till recess k.=b after recess was chem.weeeee..talkin bout chem.de test was well..easy.=D BEN LOOKED AT ONE OF MY ANS! lols.den i handed up den teacher said "see la.even samantha hu slps in class can do de test" i happy =D lalalalas.gonna miss her when she leaves...=( awwww...sad.den CME was all listening.nth much..after sch went to heartland wif meiyi yismin n wanzhen.saw some Chn U artiste.duno their names.welll..nvm.

hmmm..today.he kept appearin in my mind..like today when heartland mall was like.oh ya oh ya.been here wif him.lolsss.den look at my bottle oso thot of him.realli miss u.>.< just when i thot i could be relieved of de work load..something new appears.after speech day..i thot i could hab a brk.but hu noes miss foong told me..my sculptures was selected for de NE cluster exhabition den after speech day must touch up for submition.busy wif CME and SS projects currently..and oso de speech day rehearasal.somebody cut me some SLACK !
[ u're always on my mind ]